"there is a crack in everything....that's how the light gets in" -leonard cohen
Never in a million years did I think my life would have turned out this way. I often think back to three of the best days of my life; December 22, 2014- the day Barett asked me if I would marry him September 19, 2015-the day I married the love of my life, and November 6, 2016- the day we welcomed sweet Easton into our family. These memories always bring a smile to my face but then tears to my eyes as I wish with all my heart that I could just relive them over and over and over again. I would have never imagined this for my future or Easton's future. I had so many other plans....LOTS OF THEM and they all included Barett and I building a family and always being there for each other. I always imagined us raising Easton together. I imagined Easton and Barett having wrestling matches in the living room, going on hunting trips and fishing trips, playing baseball in the backyard, and just being double trouble together! I miss his phone calls that started with "hey baby,...